Goodness Of God

I am a follower of the god Shyam ji and worship him.The devotion came from my mother who is a great worshiper of Shyam ji.There is a temple near my house of Shyamji and my mom goes there everyday and even i accompany her many a times..I feel great and very peaceful when i go there and my trust is relived..Today there was a big 'pooja' organised my many worshipers..

My mom said me to drop her there and later asked me to come during the evening..I wanted to go there desperately and have his 'Darshan' but since i was in casuals and there would be a huge crowd my mom said to dress up well and come in the evening..

With a sad face i turned and headed my way back home and d whole time i was just thinking to have his 'Darshan'..to my surprise when i reached home i realised that the door keys were left with mom..I tried almost 5 to 7 times her cellphone but she dint pick up..Panic striken i just settled down my hair and the casuals i was wearing and went to fetch my keys..

Mom had already gone inside and it was just very difficult to spot out my mom in a 300 crowd of ladies all wearing similar types of sarees..By chanting HIS name i went inside(obviously in proper casuals :P) and the eyes of so many were starred on me gazing the whole of me..I went straight at the back and my eyes while searching my mom got the "Darshan" of shyam ji..

His attire was incredible and was loaded with loads of jewellery and flowers every one has donated..His Darshan was a treat to my eyes..I was so happy and just forgot the purpose I had come their for..The moment i realised my purpose I saw my mom standing ahead of me..I rushed towards her and even she was shocked to see me..I explained her the whole thing and she gave me the keys,smiled and  said me to sit down with her..I sat next to her and was haviing the 'Darshan' of shyam ji..I was happy and said to myself "God Has His own way to Show Himself and his Goodnes'..

PAIN

Hear me hear me..Hey do you hear me?
I am talking to the winds blown so far..
I am talking to the mountain standing by the hour..
There is no one to bear my cry..
Feel like pouring my head for fry..
There is no one to wipe my tears..
No one to talk to and whisper sweet words in my ears..


I yearn for happiness..I yearn for peace..
Oh lord the Almighty my heart is uncountable piece
Life is just getting too weird..
Messy it was,don't want to feel the pain so near..
PAIN?this is what is common in my life..
PAIN of losing,hurt from expectations has what brought me away..
Away from everyone..


The best life is of the saint..Peace is what he needs to paint..|
No weakness and no crying..Not bearing the feeling of dying..
I want peace..peace of mind..With no hustle and bustle,me enjoying a glass of wine..
Sometimes happiness doesn't gets doubled when you share..because the listener really needs to care..
Its best at times to be all alone..Alone with your thoughts,your world..

Just know one thing..its only U who have to pave the road..!!

Walking beside "U"

I wish to talk to u when u are not around..

Hold u by my side and stare at u wide eyed..

Don't find you in my loneliness..u aren't there in my illness..

Whats there on your mind is freaking me out..

M your lover sweety speak it out..

Don't wanna hurt you..don't wanna leave u..

I know its even the same from "U"..

M sleepless all night..trying to make things right..

Hell yeah i love you but then again why is there a fear of hurting you?

Hey baby u mean the world to me..
Don't leave me in a position where I am not "ME"..

Come to me, let's make things right..

We don't have to decide left or right..

Just see me walking beside u..where u will teach and i will pursue!!

ANGELS

                                             


A strange thing was felt by my mind
I woke up but felt i was stuck in the night
Was it a bad dream or a dream which i've always dreamt of?
Tears rolled down my eyes and my heart saw a magical delight
The dream was all about my love and the love was magical in my magical world..


I was an angel sitting by your side..
wanting to spend there the rest of the life..
Ur love was core..your love was true
My heart skipped a beat and said is it really u?
Shared the chorus of laughter and joy..Running to get each other's smile
U came behind, pulled me by your side..I felt my soul got the ultimate divine..
The touch of yours set up shivers..making me flow in the middle of rivers!


I ran from him to hide behind the trees..watching him to come for me in his heels!
He could find me in a blink..den teasing him again I fly with my wings!
When the long run knackers him out..i go to him n bring my heart out!
I place his head on my lap..playing with his hairs as he takes a nap!
I wake him up n we drive towards the bank..saw the sun set in the surreal tank!
Splendid it was as the gloom of november evening..our eyes met and we started kissing!
The reflections of water could be seen from his downpouring eyes
I responded him with lot many Whys?





The Time had come I had to go..promising to come again
Oh darling!save me i don't wish to disappear coz i know my fear..
The fear was hard,incorrigible,unbearable pain of losing u
May be I'll appear may b not..sweetheart don't forget the nurtured love!
I don't ask for promises or roses..all I ask for is dont point me nails or guns..
I am sad that angels are not allowed on earth..for they say there are just demons who fill the earth
Baby i know this aint true..
I don't know the world but i know u!



Wait for the angel as she'll be back soon..don't be a demon baby..don't be a demon!
With wings flapping,the angel attained sky high..
Tears pouring down as she was going far away from her love..
She had one thing in mind that she got her true love!
She cried n cried until I woke up..

Yes it was a dream i had always dreamt of!!